Thursday, March 31, 2011

Spray tan tomorrow!!

One of my sister's friend makes surfboards and he made this new one with special material/design and wants to promote it. So he has asked me to do a photoshoot with the surfboard for a poster to hand out to all of the surf shops.

Of course I said yes and so I booked myself for a spray tan tomorrow! Getting prepared for this photoshoot, I gotta look good! :)

Hopefully this tan turns out good and not orange!!

To be yourself.

There will be people that put you down.

When you turn your back, they will stab you.

People who are jealous, angry, not confident with themselves or even just two faced people will put others down to make them feel better about themselves.

You just have to be yourself and not worry about what they think of you.

In the end, they are hurting themselves.

You never know

This is a song by Immortal Technique - You Never Know.

My friend showed me this song and told me to listen to the lyrics.

I ask you to do the same.

'Cause you never really know what you got until it's gone..'

Monday, March 28, 2011

I think too much.

I always tend to think too much of something and it gets me sad..

Sometimes I even think about things that are going good in my life and just think of the worst thing that can happen when there is no need. Then I just go a little crazy and my thinking goes over the top. That's when I get sad and start to think about all the bad things that could possibly go wrong. When I shouldn't even be worrying about something that hasn't even happened or possibly never will.. I just stress myself out.

I can never just think of good things. I always have to think of the bad things. I know it's selfish, and I am working on being a better person for people and for myself.

I just gotta say to myself, everything is okay. The more I worry and the more I think about all these things, I am forgetting about the present and even missing out of things because I'm too busy worrying about nothing.

It's something I have to work on.

I need to be more confident and not worry.

Ipod Touch!

I bought an Ipod touch today!

It's my first 'Apple' product. I know... hahaha, pretty much everyone has an iphone now. But I like my Nokia phone. I'm really bad with touch screen so I just stayed with my old phone.

I did buy the ipod touch for music, internet etc :)! Its awesome!! Still trying to figure it out.

I am a little bit bummed because I bought a one of those car plug-ins for your ipod so I can listen to music but I found out it was just a charger, not player. So hopefully I can return or exchange it!! :(

Anyways, I hope everyone had an awesome day!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Not at all.

I don't know everything...
I blog alot about life but that doesn't mean I know much..

I'm quite the opposite. I dont know much at all. I'm learning every day.

That is why I write about how I feel here, so I can look back on it. I know that I will feel the same way again so I pretty much write everything that will help me.

I'm actually very quiet, jealous, insecure, not confident..

So everything I feel whether it's something that makes me happy or sad, I write it down to remind myself about things and how to deal with it.

One year

In one year, so much can happen.

In one month, so much can happen.

In one week, so much can happen.

In one day, so much can happen.

In one hour, so much can happen.

In one minute, so much can happen.


Someday, it will all be over.

I'm just sitting here thinking of all the things I do have, rather than thinking of all the things I don't have.

And someday, I will loose all of the things I have.

So while I have the things I have now, I need to love it and be happy..


“Live this day as if it will be your last. Remember that you will only find ''tomorrow'' on the calendars of fools. Forget yesterday's defeats and ignore the problems of tomorrow. This is it. Doomsday. All you have. Make it the best day of your year. The saddest words you can ever utter are, ''If I had my life to live over again. ''Take the baton, now. Run with it! This is your day! Beginning today, treat everyone you meet, friend or foe, loved one or stranger, as if they were going to be dead at midnight. Extend to each person, no matter how trivial the contact, all the care and kindness and understanding and love that you can muster, and do it with no thought of any reward. Your life will never be the same again.”

Friday, March 25, 2011

My new red hair!

I've been thinking of going a light copper red for awhile now and I finally did it!

Because my hair was so dark, I could only go a certain shade. I have to gradually go lighter.. :)

I'm aiming to get to a lighter red! Can't wait!

Here's what it looks like now.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Im very lucky.

So much has happened already. It's only 9:30 am.

Early in the morning, Aaron and I went to Burleigh Beach. Went over to the look out and put our feet in the water. It was so nice :)!

I bought a frozen coke then headed back to the house.

My dad came back from Japan today and handed me my 20th birthday present from my grandma! (20th is really big in Japan. It's just like a 21st in Australia) I haven't seen her in ages or even heard from her. Because we live in different countries, its been really hard to keep in contact.

I received a small box. I opened it up and it was this beautiful diamond necklace! On the card she gave me, she said that because it was my 20th, she went to the jewelery shop and pick it out herself. She is such a lovely person.

The funny thing was, I've been wanting a necklace for awhile. I actually went shopping yesterday to buy one. But I didnt end up buying one and just bought some candles instead! Hahah. Im glad I didnt buy one.

This necklace is so pretty! It's something very special to me now. I don't get to see her at all so this will be something I can hold on to. She said that she isn't very well but she is doing her best so she wants me to do my best too. :)

She also gave me a broche from Swarovski!

I thanked her on the phone and I was very happy to hear her voice :)!

I'm a lucky girl.

Sunday, March 6, 2011


"Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less."
— Marie Curie

Saturday, March 5, 2011


One day I was on Youtube and found this video of the 2nd largest aquarium in the world.

This video is so beautiful!

The fishes look like they are flying.

It makes me feel so calm and relaxed just watching them swim peacefully.

It also makes me think how beautiful it is to have all these amazing living creatures in our world.

How every little bit of their bodies work. Their fins, gills, tails..

Everything little thing makes one incredible thing.

And if you see the scuba driver at the bottom of the tank, it makes me realise how small we really are. I mean, the the creatures in this tanks are huge but imagine the creatures deep, deep in the ocean we don't even know about or just swimming around! We are so small.

Ahh, I love aquariums! :)

Thursday, March 3, 2011

We forget

We live in this amazing place, yet we sometimes forget how beautiful it really is.

I mean, we live in our day to day lives; waking up, eating breakfast, going to work, come home, go on the computer, sleep etc.. But I think sometimes we're so used to doing the same thing all the time we are too busy caring and appreciating what we have here.

I know I do.

I LOVE the night sky. When I'm outside, I always look up and think about how beautiful the stars look. Just before I go to bed, I sometimes open up the curtains and see how pretty the sky looks. I breathe in the cold, fresh air and I smile! Makes me realise how lucky I am. After that, I go to bed.

If we were born blind and all we can do is hear. We would want to know every little detail of what Earth is like. But even so, if we described the colour of the sky and the trees, we wont even know what the colour is! What would blue look like?

Lets say after all those years of hearing what Earth is like and somehow we could see.. I couldn't imagine how shocked and surprised we would be! To see such an amazing place we live in! The sky, clouds, ocean, sand, people, birds, trees, stars the moon and the sun. It would be a paradise.

Right now,
we can see all of these things, yet we don't really appreciate them.

I see things differently now..