Happiness comes from within.
Lately I feel like I've been getting a little moody and turning the littlest things into a problem when they dont need to be.
I don't want to be like that. Life is too short to be worry about things and thinking about stuff I don't need to. It's just a waste of time. I want to live my life in happiness and sharing love.
It's just something I need to work on. Controlling myself to calm down, take a breath and think positive! Everytime I think about negativity, I need to just relax. Think about the good things in life and how lucky I am to be living here! There are so many other things going on around the world which is ALOT worse than the little things I think about.
I also think about the people in third world countries that can still bring a smile to their faces when they have nothing. It just makes me think that the problems I have are NOTHING!
My boyfriend Aaron told me not to let the things in the past effect the future.....
Because of one thing that happened in my life last year, I started to not think about the future. I thought why get excited, make promises or even talk about the future because I'd look forward to those things and expect things when it may not even happen. I didn't want to be told something by someone because I'd look forward to it then when it comes, nothing happens and I just get sad because they said they would...
But I realised that I shouldn't let things in the past effect the future. I should be excited about the future and look forward to what else life has to bring. Just because one thing happened I shouldn't let that ruin how I think. Im not saying think about your future because the present is the MOST IMPORTANT. Im just saying be happy, do what you love and be excited for more great things to come!!! And who cares if you expected something and it didn't happen. Not everything goes the way you want it to go. Thats life.
I will try my best to be a better person. To live in happiness. It all comes from WITHIN yourself, not from things around you.