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Im very insecure of who I am.

I always feel like I am not good enough.

Because I feel this way, when little things upset me, I always tend to make them a big problem when they dont need to be. So I pretty much make myself unhappy.

Its just the way it is

Love Lost - The Temper Trap

I saw the music video for Love Lost by The Temper Trap and I thought I would share it with you..

You might have already seen it and heard of it but I was also really intertested in the film clip itself!

My idea of the meaning:

Obviously the song is about Love/Lost.

You see the guys running on this muddy, dirty, path with no hope yet they still keep moving and running hard as they can. The rain represents everything coming down on them. Running with a group meaning he's not the only one. The after awhile, some more guys join in. They jump through puddles showing emotions of anger, dishonesty. After they all suddenly stop for a little bit maybe symbolizing depression. Like they can't move, don't know what to do. Then the coach yells "Get up, move on!" So they all jump up and just keeps running. As soon as they all get up, a train passes by maybe symbolizing death? I dont know. Or maybe the train is to represent the new journey instead of being on the same pathyway of life? So at that moment, they had a chance to choose, but instead they chose the same way.
The girls appear with clean clothes. No mud. They also run beside them on the green grass, not on the same muddy one. They only run for a little bit and then run out of the picture meaning the girl he wants in his life just keep coming back in his life for a short time and running back out.

They just keep running..


What do you think of the video?

Everyday

Everyday is a good day.

Make the best of it.

Nut Tart.

My brother graduated from a Patisserie College in Japan this year and yesterday we made a Nut Tart together :)!

It was quite nice!

Sunset at the Beach!

Me and Aaron went to the beach this afternoon to see the sunset!

It was pretty!

Martial Arts

Martial Arts pretty much saved me.

I used to do mixed martial arts when I was in high school for about a year than I stopped because I had too many assignments and it was hard for me to keep studying. I also didn't have much money so I quit.

After a few years, I decided to go back as I missed it so much and I felt like I needed to do it. Martial arts is something I love doing and I also needed something to do in the afternoon, get me fit, motivated, help keep the stress away and not worry.

One night, I decided to go back to the gym and check it out. It was cool, a few of the guys remembered me. :)

Now ever since I've been back, I've had an awesome time and I am sure I made the right decision to go back at that time. I also met Aaron there. He only just came back from Japan that week too. It's funny how that works out. I guess I just got lucky.

:)

I also used to hate sparring with all the guys because they were stronger and better than me but I've gotten used to it, and I LOVE it! It's a challenge for me but I learn every time I spar with everyone and its super fun!!

Training.

I realized how much I love mixed martial arts.

I love training. I always look forward to it every week.

After training, I feel great. :)

It's one of the things in my life I love to do and hopefully keep on doing!

Orange Hands

I found a way to prevent your hands from getting orange after putting on fake tan!!

After you rub in your tan, wash your hands with warm water and hair removal cream. Use it like soap. You'll see all of the tan coming off your hands!!
Wipe with a dry towel and there!

:) Clean, orange-free hands.

GSP interview.

To define you, its not what happened to you but its how you react to it.