:( Miss you!

I know I haven't blogged for awhile but only because there wasn't anything to blog about. But recently, I lost one of my very close friends I knew since primary school. She commit suicide. I'm not going into too much detail to pay my respect to her family. I knew her since we were little kids. She would always come to my house and hang with me and my brother. We had a close group of friends. She was always the one making people laugh, joking around and always the loud one in the group. She was also friendly towards everyone around school. Everyone knew her as the funny one always quoting 'The Simpson' lines. Just recently, I got a message from her mother telling me she was in coma due to suicide. She was in rehab getting better but something went wrong.... She was in coma for a few days but the doctors said her eyes were fixed and she couldn't breathe on her own. She didn't wake up and the doctors had to pull the plug. It's so sad. She was trying to get better and this. The worst thing is, I haven't seen her for awhile because she got into some habits, we kind of didn't talk for awhile. She made new friends and got a boyfriend. I should've been there for her when she needed me. I should've called her when my heart told me to. Now it's too late. The reason I'm writing this is because I just don't want this to happen to you guys. Even if someone may seem happy, they may not be. Just ask if they are okay. Tell them you love them. Text or call them to let them know your thinking of them. Cause that's what I should've done as a friend. It's better to say it then it be too late.

What's the difference between you and me?

I found this picture this afternoon on a website. How cute is it!??!? It is adorable! It made me think of how beautiful/strange all creatures are including us human beings. This picture just makes me think are us humans really that different to animals? I mean I know there is a lot of different but all in all, we live on the same planet, we have families, we have a home, we breathe, we move.... It's pretty cute how the sea cow is looking at the little girl probably thinking how weird creatures we are! And we do the same to them... :)

18 rules of living!

Be happy and thankful

Everyday is a beautiful day...

IM BACK!

Hey bloggers! It's been AGES since I posted on this! I thought I'd start blogging more so here it is! Alot has happened... I bought a new puppy!!!!! Me and my boyfriend named him Thor. He is an American Staffy!! Thor is about 5 months now and everyday he is getting bigger!! As you may know, my chihuahua passed away last year and I was so upset because we pretty much grew up together. Poco will always be my first dog I ever had and always part of my life. I had to move on and because I LOVE animals, I had to get another dog in my life. So here is Thor! When he was a puppy!!!!

Now....

At the end of last year, I had my hair a very light brown, but it was getting too dry and I missed my dark hair so I dyed it back to black! :)

What elseee...???? Hmmmmm, I think that's pretty much it. :) I haven't done too much! Same old. I still do mixed martial arts 2 times a week and I am thinking of doing Taekwondo soon aswell!!! Also, my goal is to save up as much as I can so that me and Aaron can go to Thailand, Japan and maybe Hong Kong at the end of the year! That's all for now! xx

Japan Trip

As you know, me and Aaron went to Japan for 1 week! It was really fun and I bought alot of makeup! We went to Osaka and on the first day, we went to the aquarium. I think the aquarium was one of the funnest places we went to! I love animals and it was so pretty! The only thing was I thought I'd go crazy and buy heaps of clothes but in Osaka there wasn't much I liked. Alot of the were expensive brands like Louie Vuiton, Dolce & Gabana etc. Also, most of their clothes were Autumn clothes and its almost summer here! But I did buy heaps of makeup and eyelashes!! I think I ended up buying like 10 packs of eyelashes. Each pack has about 4 sets in it too!! Even thought we both thought Tokyo would've been a funner place, we still had heaps of fun! It was our frist trip overseas together and everything went great! I hope we have many more years together so we can do alot more travelling and see beautiful places around the world!!! Anyways here are some photos!!

Japan in a week!!!

Hey bloggers!! I'm going to Japan in a week!! WOOOOOHOO! I am super excited! I'm only going for a week but I'm sure it will be the BEST week ever :)! Me and Aaron are going together so it will be a blast. I can't wait! I've saved up heaps of money so I can buy lots and lots of stuff! I'll definitely upload photos! :) I hope everyone has had a great week!

Only visitors

"We are only but visitors on this planet. We are here for ninty or one hundred years at the very most. During that period, we must try to do something good, something useful with our lives. If you contribute to other peoples happiness, you will find the true goal, the true meaning of life."

I dont mind anymore

Newton Faulkner - I need something I love this song!

Comes from within.

Happiness comes from within.

Lately I feel like I've been getting a little moody and turning the littlest things into a problem when they dont need to be.

I don't want to be like that. Life is too short to be worry about things and thinking about stuff I don't need to. It's just a waste of time. I want to live my life in happiness and sharing love.

It's just something I need to work on. Controlling myself to calm down, take a breath and think positive! Everytime I think about negativity, I need to just relax. Think about the good things in life and how lucky I am to be living here! There are so many other things going on around the world which is ALOT worse than the little things I think about.

I also think about the people in third world countries that can still bring a smile to their faces when they have nothing. It just makes me think that the problems I have are NOTHING!

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My boyfriend Aaron told me not to let the things in the past effect the future.....

Because of one thing that happened in my life last year, I started to not think about the future.  I thought why get excited, make promises or even talk about the future because I'd look forward to those things and expect things when it may not even happen. I didn't want to be told something by someone because I'd look forward to it then when it comes, nothing happens and I just get sad because they said they would...

But I realised that I shouldn't let things in the past effect the future. I should be excited about the future and look forward to what else life has to bring. Just because one thing happened I shouldn't let that ruin how I think. Im not saying think about your future because the present is the MOST IMPORTANT. Im just saying be happy, do what you love and be excited for more great things to come!!! And who cares if you expected something and it didn't happen. Not everything goes the way you want it to go. Thats life.

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 I will try my best to be a better person. To live in happiness. It all comes from WITHIN yourself, not from things around you.